dear you,

you are my exquisite love. i adore you. you are the truest of all my loves. it is you for whom my heart beats. when i awake i think of you and with you my mind is occupied before i sink into a space of slumber. i fear losing you, yet haven't the faintest idea of how to keep you. i fear another goodbye. i hate not knowing when i shall see you again...how i shall see you again. will it be easy? will you remember the last time? am i but a mere distraction from your world? a world that i'm not sure i belong to. i want to hold you and know that you are mine. i want the glisten in your eyes to be for me. i want your desire for me to often overtake your thoughts, and you to feel pain at the thought of a life excluding me. you see dear sweet one, this the pedastal on which you stand in my life. all things stop for you. your magic removes me from my center, left wandering in a fantastic forest of ecstasy. i don't remember not loving you. my love for you feels reckless and i know longer trust the force or my desire to follow.

i shall love you always