him

i crave connection with your creamy forbidden skin. i watch you from across the room and my heart explodes with attraction. i tremble with anxiety as i mentally explore this unknown territory. do you think of me?...am i new for you? i wonder what you smell like, if your touch would feel different. your lips...whether they would enjoy mine. i would always say no to such a possibility, fearful of the challenge...lack of connection...absence of understanding. with you i feel no fear.